confidence | magdalena88antczak's Blog

isnt it strange that even if your confidence is through the roof it doesnt take much to make it small again? that you work so hard for something and it dissapers? i know how that feels but even if my confidence is low i try to belive in my self i repeat to my self thats its ok because it really is most of the time what we think is huge actually is so small that once its over you just wanna laugh. if we carry our confidence even a small amount, and never give up we will make it once we make it it will only make us stronger. when i was in grade school me and a friend of mine had a fight people picked sides and i thought it was the end of the world, i wanted to b liked, even though roumers stared and some of my friends left me i still carried a small amount of confidence and when the fight ended my confidence grew each time i got hurt i strenghtend my confidence no longer am i as sensitive as i used to be. some people may try a sport and because they feel discuraged give up. ive been trying to learn kip ups or kick ups whatever u wanna call them (this marcial arts move were your on the floor and jump up to your feet) my brother learned it on the fist try its only been a few days but each time i get better i work hard to learn it and i have no intention on quitting the fact that i dont get it right maked me frustrated and keep trying until i cant breat than the next day i try again, im really stubborn and i never quit unless i have a good reson like i broke my leg or im sick that day. my mom always says that ill always have at lest one friend who will have my back no matter what happend she says its "love me the way i am or leave it" i agree i am me if you dont like it than leave there is always a person who likes you for you