new beginings | magdalena88antczak's Blog

my freind wasnt really a friend i dont even know why i hung out with her i had lots of other friends but i guess i felt bad for her she moved and i know its tough she was always so mean to me i thought it was cuz she was just upset about the move a year later she still teated me like shit and i took it all in and no matter what she said i would be kind to her and help her because every one deserves help no matter who you are i was her only friend she didnt want any one else she blamed me constantly and was rude i sucked it but during that year i got sick of her and stated to hang out with my friends agian she would get mad deep down i had enough of her and wished she would leave me alone i wanted to go to a differnt school because even if i stoped being her friend i would still have to look at her so a year and a half later she was making fun of my brother that did it she could make fun of me all she wanted but not my younger brother so i punched in the face just out of reaction all the things i was holding back all that time it felt good now i finally had an excuse to leave the school all the other times i couldnt but now my mom wants to transfer me im fine with it im glad i just feel sorry with who ever is stuck with her next we will go to my school first and ask if they can transfer me but i think its our choice if my mom wants to transfer me they have to honour her wishes right? ill be going to my school in a few days to ask to transfer im really happy ill finally get to start new. at the school i would be transfering to i have friends true friends that i knew for a long time and were really close. i was always sick of the way that girl treated me and the school and i cant wait to get out. i never really liked my school but the school i want to transfer to is so much better at lunch i would some times visit my freinds there and i know the area well i know some of the students most of them are really nice. i cant wait to start over my wish finally can true and i wont screw up this time. ive learnt ive grown i may hate that girl but ive only grown at a person looking at her it made me want to fix my flaws and help her become better but i ran out of options and i want to do someting for me join my true friends go to a new and better school im so much happyier just hopeing im aloud to transfer!