friend | magdalena88antczak's Blog

i feel lonley. i  trust no one from passed experiences. i find my self unworthy. only one person is mean to me and thats my best friend. i dont understand y. when i hang out with my other friends (who are guys) she gets mad at me. if im busy that day or dont feel like goingany were she gets mad she makes her life seem more important than others ( good thing my guy friends spit and throw stuff at her. they hate her and i didn't say any thing) she says shes a loner and gets mad when i hang out with all the cliques ( i dont belong to one just friends whith evry one) if i cant go some were she says i like to be grounded and that im a pathetic loser. i dont understand why i still hang around her. maybe im scared to leave if i do she might tell my secrets. or that im waiting for the fun times....what should i do?